91. Drowning - Demyx by secret--writer, literature
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91. Drowning - Demyx
Here it goes. The last attempt, the one that will finally free me.
I've tried this before, a few times actually. But every time I was stopped, I was dragged up and back to life - if that's what you can call it. We all call it 'existing', that's what we do, we exist, because you can't really live if you don't have a heart now can you?
A heart.
The word always sends pain through my body. Actually that's not true, we can't feel anything. Not warmth or cold, not happiness.
We feel nothing.
And that is all we'll ever feel.
But this time, watching the water twinkle above me in the moonlight, no one can 'save' me because everyone else is gone.
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.8 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.8
The bruising around Sora's eye was beginning to disappear and turn a more normal yellow colour by Wednesday after Roxas punched him on Monday night -the brunet had played on his brother's fear of spiders to untangle him from his redhead boyfriend and had been attacked by Roxas' fist as a result (which he should have expected really but at least it got the blond to leave)- and he walked to his class in somewhat nervous spirits, his picture wrapped in a cloth and held in place against Sora's chest with his death grip, the board tapping against his knees as he walked.
"I still don't get why you're so nervous dude," Hayner commented as he walked
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.7 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.7
The cheerfulness Sora had experienced that night didn't last long. For the next week he locked himself away again, becoming his old reclusive self, returning his and Roxas' room to the art messed and paper cluttered room that it had been two weeks ago. When it started Roxas was irritated that his brother's anti-social tendencies had returned after all of his efforts, but as the week progressed he gave up on trying to take the room for himself and Axel and often retired to the redhead's house instead, always in a bad mood. "He does only have a week left before his show Rox, you can't blame him," Axel tried to comfort the blond on Wednesday, th
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.6 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.6
When Sora returned he found as Roxas had said- Cloud, Tifa and her cousin sitting in the living room playing Mario Kart and even though Sora was still in a bit of a bad mood he couldn't help but smile at the proximity of Cloud and his crush, the pair sitting shoulder to shoulder, nudging each other 'accidently' now and again while they played, though if it was at all accidental one of them would have moved by now. "Hey guys," the brunet greeted and the trio turned to face him, the two guests grinning and Cloud's face lighting up with a blush, Sora's expression turning amused and knowing.
"Hey Sora, it's been forever," Tifa smiled, the
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.4 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.4
The next morning Sora couldn't have possibly been any happier ok so he could have been a little happier, he'd performed a miracle but Roxas had still decked him for it, causing Sora's nose to bleed and ultimately cutting their night (and Sora's time with Riku) short, however he'd still woken up refreshed and with a smile on his face and for the first time in weeks he joined his family for breakfast or at least the part of the family who hadn't left for work yet- humming to himself while he grabbed a bowl and the box of cereal from the kitchen cupboard.
Roxas and Cloud both silently watched their brother, the oldest blond with his
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.3 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.3
It had become some sort of strange obsession. Roxas had never seen anything like it from his brother before and honestly it was starting to creep him out. How long had it been? Two days. Two days since the gig and Sora had managed to draw the silver haired performer in every media from pencil to oil paints twice.
Yeah, if nothing else the blond knew that bordered on obsession. Not only that but it also meant that Sora had locked himself in their shared room for said two days, becoming a recluse once again.
Roxas couldn't deal with this.
It was like when they were kids and Sora discovered The Power Rangers, he'd sweet talked their mot
91. Drowning - Demyx by secret--writer, literature
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91. Drowning - Demyx
Here it goes. The last attempt, the one that will finally free me.
I've tried this before, a few times actually. But every time I was stopped, I was dragged up and back to life - if that's what you can call it. We all call it 'existing', that's what we do, we exist, because you can't really live if you don't have a heart now can you?
A heart.
The word always sends pain through my body. Actually that's not true, we can't feel anything. Not warmth or cold, not happiness.
We feel nothing.
And that is all we'll ever feel.
But this time, watching the water twinkle above me in the moonlight, no one can 'save' me because everyone else is gone.
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.8 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.8
The bruising around Sora's eye was beginning to disappear and turn a more normal yellow colour by Wednesday after Roxas punched him on Monday night -the brunet had played on his brother's fear of spiders to untangle him from his redhead boyfriend and had been attacked by Roxas' fist as a result (which he should have expected really but at least it got the blond to leave)- and he walked to his class in somewhat nervous spirits, his picture wrapped in a cloth and held in place against Sora's chest with his death grip, the board tapping against his knees as he walked.
"I still don't get why you're so nervous dude," Hayner commented as he walked
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.7 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.7
The cheerfulness Sora had experienced that night didn't last long. For the next week he locked himself away again, becoming his old reclusive self, returning his and Roxas' room to the art messed and paper cluttered room that it had been two weeks ago. When it started Roxas was irritated that his brother's anti-social tendencies had returned after all of his efforts, but as the week progressed he gave up on trying to take the room for himself and Axel and often retired to the redhead's house instead, always in a bad mood. "He does only have a week left before his show Rox, you can't blame him," Axel tried to comfort the blond on Wednesday, th
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.6 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.6
When Sora returned he found as Roxas had said- Cloud, Tifa and her cousin sitting in the living room playing Mario Kart and even though Sora was still in a bit of a bad mood he couldn't help but smile at the proximity of Cloud and his crush, the pair sitting shoulder to shoulder, nudging each other 'accidently' now and again while they played, though if it was at all accidental one of them would have moved by now. "Hey guys," the brunet greeted and the trio turned to face him, the two guests grinning and Cloud's face lighting up with a blush, Sora's expression turning amused and knowing.
"Hey Sora, it's been forever," Tifa smiled, the
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.4 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.4
The next morning Sora couldn't have possibly been any happier ok so he could have been a little happier, he'd performed a miracle but Roxas had still decked him for it, causing Sora's nose to bleed and ultimately cutting their night (and Sora's time with Riku) short, however he'd still woken up refreshed and with a smile on his face and for the first time in weeks he joined his family for breakfast or at least the part of the family who hadn't left for work yet- humming to himself while he grabbed a bowl and the box of cereal from the kitchen cupboard.
Roxas and Cloud both silently watched their brother, the oldest blond with his
RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.3 by secret--writer, literature
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RiSo - The Art of Music Ch.3
It had become some sort of strange obsession. Roxas had never seen anything like it from his brother before and honestly it was starting to creep him out. How long had it been? Two days. Two days since the gig and Sora had managed to draw the silver haired performer in every media from pencil to oil paints twice.
Yeah, if nothing else the blond knew that bordered on obsession. Not only that but it also meant that Sora had locked himself in their shared room for said two days, becoming a recluse once again.
Roxas couldn't deal with this.
It was like when they were kids and Sora discovered The Power Rangers, he'd sweet talked their mot
AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 21 by secret--writer, literature
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AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 21
He was speechless.
Roxas' world had crashed down around him with those few words from Elena. Everything from the past nine months flooded his mind, his friends, his family and most of all Axel, leaving a gaping hole in his chest that made him hunch over with unseen pain by anyone else in the room. Axel.
He couldn't just let this happen. No way. "What are you talking about?" he final asked, training his eyes on his guardians in front of him, both of them looking equally apologetic though it didn't make a difference to Roxas. "You can't just do this, you can't take us away from this place we have lives here now!" He was furious though he was
AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 20 by secret--writer, literature
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AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 20
"Well, that's it Riku, the last exam over and we're finally free!" Axel grinned as he stretched after sitting on such an uncomfortable chair for almost two hours, honestly, for such pressured students, they should at least be given something comfortable to sit on while they worked instead of worrying about the well being of their backs for the entire exam. The seniors were finally filing out of the exam room, all of them chattering energetically about how there were no more exams left, but best of all, there was no more school.
"Don't forget Axel, we still have graduation," Riku said as he removed his glasses and rubbed his eyes tiredly, but
AR H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 19 by secret--writer, literature
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AR H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 19
"Stop it, I'm not used to seeing you so dreamy," Roxas said, furrowing his brow and flicking his silver haired friend in the forehead.
"Excuse me I'm not dreamy I'm content." Riku replied nonchalantly, rubbing his abused head.
"Right, that's why you're all goo-goo eyes staring off into space, I'm not blind Riku, I've known you for long enough to know your regular mood pattern," Roxas smirked triumphantly as his friend frowned. "It's cute," the blond added, his smirk almost Cheshire cat now and Riku glared at the statement. He most definitely was not cute.
"Oh I know that look, what did you say this time Roxy?" both boys looked up to
AR H.I.W.T.H.I Chapter 15 by secret--writer, literature
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AR H.I.W.T.H.I Chapter 15
The light streamed into Roxas bedroom the next morning, waking the blond from the most comfortable sleep hed ever had. Though it took him a few seconds to remember what had happened and why he was lying in a warm embrace from his crush. Roxas grinned and snuggled closer into Axel, burying his face in the crook of the redheads neck. Good morning, Axel said, chucking as the blond wriggled closer and the redhead pulled Roxas closer, tightening the embrace.
Roxas looked up, blinking at Axel until he could focus on the boy properly, who looked like hed been awake for a while now. Morning, the blond
AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 14 by secret--writer, literature
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AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 14
Did everyone think Sora punched you again? Cloud asked as the pair walked towards the car after school. Roxas had awoke with the brightest bruise hed ever seen on his face, it was worse than when Sora had punched him and he could have curled back under the covers and died right then.
Why would they? Almost everyone was at the concert and saw what happened. Roxas sighed, Xemnas even called me into his office again to find out what had happened, as if Id had a fight in school again and he didnt know about it.
The older Strife laughed Axel was pretty depressed about it today, I can
AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 13 by secret--writer, literature
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AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 13
So Rox, you can definitely make it tonight right? Axel asked as the two boys walked onto the school grounds on Monday morning.
Yeah, Ill be there, Roxas said and smiled.
Ok cool, Axel grinned back. Ive gotta get to gym so Ill see you later, the redhead said, walking towards a branching corridor of the hall.
Hey Axel! Roxas called to the older boy who stopped and turned to look at the blond. Roxas stood but didnt say anything. He had intended to ask his friend if everything was ok at home. It had been a week since Reno had turned up on his doorstep and Roxas
AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 12 by secret--writer, literature
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AR - H.I.W.T.H.I chapter 12
Roxy! Said blond turned from his conversation with Sora to look at the approaching redhead, who in the past few weeks, had found a way to wriggle his way into Roxas Mondays, as well as every other day of the week.
What is it Axel? Roxas asked. Axel knew now from experience that Roxas wasnt a morning person especially on Mondays.
Ive got something to show you, the redhead grinned and pulled on Roxas arm, dragging the blond away from the confused brunet, Roxas shouting an apology as he was pulled.
I hope you know how rude that was! Roxas scolded Axel as the two wal
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